Nonsense

Just nw went out with Jack to qb beach. Talk bout love,friends n something nonsence. Actually I came back for her,but she seems like dunno. Whatever,I told myself I cant miss her again. It just make myself unhappy. Tomorrow will going Singapore,excited for that… Long time din go there ad,maybe something had been change…The place,the mall n the ppl…some will not change,like my dear cousin. She’s always care bout me,and we like a best friend more than cousin. When she came to M’sia,we can laugh in every day. Miss the moment. Nw I’m very excited to go there,but when the time I come back I’ll hope that the time return to before I went. This is my last holidays,nw at Penang. After this,I’ll not always coming back. Maybe I should not come back. Coz of someone,something or another reason… Just nw felt sad,n smoking at qb beach,nw feel better. Dunno y,always thinking bout her. I swear that I wont do it again,but is hard to control… By the way,I’ll try… This sentence already told myself so many time,I must do it…Is late nw,2:08 a.m. But I din feel sleepy,haven’t bath yet also. Just thinking bout wat should I type after this… Nothing… What can I do nw? save the blog n hv my shower,after that,going buy cigarette… Maybe just buy it for fun,not actually to take it. I know that’s not good for our healthy,just take it when down…