What's Wrong With Me?

昨天到槟城了，都有跟朋友说我到了，唯独是她。因为昨天是她最后一天工作，如果我信息她，她应该也不会回吧！到今天我用另一个号码问她要不要出，她问是谁？之后当然知道是我。But她今天心情不太好吧？感觉上好像是…本来我不懂是什么原因，后来我看了她的blog,都明白了。刚刚call她，问她明天要不要出去，就只是一直回答我不知道不知道，唉…难道就没有别句了吗？她说很多人叫她出，我？排队都轮不到吧？聊了不久之后就挂断了。其实我很矛盾…我明明就已经放弃她，但刚才在电话里又跟她说我要追她，我到底要怎样？其实也没关系吧？刚才我问她我要追她会不会接受？还是同样一句，不知道。我之前放弃了，现在又要追，烦啊！！！而且还是追一个只会说不知道的女生…我到底是怎样？我自己也不知道？刚才跟阿jack和他朋友去看戏，走走，去海边，吃东西之后就回家。在那一段时间里，我都一直在等着她的信息，but my phone din hv any message. Maybe she dunno tat I’m always waiting for the text from her,if she really din text me,wat can I do? Just wait,or find my friend to text with me only. Tomorrow will go out with jack again,maybe will going play pool. Just nw asked her want go out??? The answer already wrote. She’ll not going follow. She got many friends,why should care about me? Haha. Don’t be too stupid la. Just…both of us know tat we are not really can together… if can,tat’s good,if cant,nothing I can do… Wat’s wrong with me? Why will care about her??? Who knows???